Days on the rough roads

Its been a few days since I’ve started this journey taking the rough side of the road for reasons I cannot divulge. I don’t know if this is to compliment my agony, or simply make me feel that better things are to come after the rain.

I just came back from the bank to check the whereabouts of my last transaction, and when is the soonest possible time that I can get the excess money since I have something  worthwhile in mind that I’m planning to use to it for, and that’s when they told me a bad news. They said I won’t be getting the expected amount of money that I was hoping to get, because there will be fees that needs to be covered.  I can’t really expound on that matter much, since it is way too personal.

Anyway, I felt like I was hit by a gigantic hammer in the chest upon hearing the news. I’m not quite sure if it’s just a coincidence, life is simply joking on me, or it’s the the yin and yang thing working again. With life’s wheel turning, sometimes you’re up and sometimes you’re down, and there are also times when the wheel gets stuck and needs some oiling….

I need a break! How I wish I had plasma tvs to turn to and watch either a ballgame or a movie worth watching just to relax and get relieved from stressful thoughts, maybe some popcorn and chips, or pizza and cold drinks. But life is kind of inclined to its grey side right now, and I just gotta hang on til the ride is smooth again.