If there’s one thing I’d like to divert my attention to right now, that would be cooking. I’m not really the type who love to eat, but I am a major chef wannabe. I love to cook, not for myself, but for other people. But sad to say, I still have to find enough resources to be able to carry out my plans. I used to have a definite not-so-secret plan that I shared with one person, carrying out the dream to have my own restaurant. But I’ve got a thing on mind,  perhaps a public kitchen  where I can cook for people publicly but privately at the same time. I know that sounds contradicting, but it does make a lot of sense to me.

Basically, what I’m trying to say is I want to build a state-of-the-art kitchen with copper sinks and old rustic set-up where I can cook publicly for private functions, and by exclusive reservations. I’d like to keep my cooking special, the more curious people become, and the more exclusive people feel and taste food made in heaven, the higher the value of chef. Ohwelpz!

I have not been feeling that good lately, and I think it’s because of the major change of my diet for a few months now. I usually feel weaker, and I even sleep a lot even if I try to eat food that are said to be filled with energy boosting contents. But it looks like I just ended up fueling my system with unhealthy food.

It even makes me wonder whether my body has just turned lazy or what. But perhaps, a significant change in diet is one of the things that I have to focus on, and I have decided to switch back to my old healthy lifestyle. I’ve read a couple of colon cleanse reviews saying that prior to switching into a healthy diet, one needs to get rid of the thrash in our intestinal tracks. Starting tomorrow, I’ll start cleansing again and then after the cleansing process, I’ll to as much as possible stick to a vegetarian diet, and try to drink as much water as possible.

Its been a few days since I’ve started this journey taking the rough side of the road for reasons I cannot divulge. I don’t know if this is to compliment my agony, or simply make me feel that better things are to come after the rain.

I just came back from the bank to check the whereabouts of my last transaction, and when is the soonest possible time that I can get the excess money since I have something  worthwhile in mind that I’m planning to use to it for, and that’s when they told me a bad news. They said I won’t be getting the expected amount of money that I was hoping to get, because there will be fees that needs to be covered.  I can’t really expound on that matter much, since it is way too personal.

Anyway, I felt like I was hit by a gigantic hammer in the chest upon hearing the news. I’m not quite sure if it’s just a coincidence, life is simply joking on me, or it’s the the yin and yang thing working again. With life’s wheel turning, sometimes you’re up and sometimes you’re down, and there are also times when the wheel gets stuck and needs some oiling….

I need a break! How I wish I had plasma tvs to turn to and watch either a ballgame or a movie worth watching just to relax and get relieved from stressful thoughts, maybe some popcorn and chips, or pizza and cold drinks. But life is kind of inclined to its grey side right now, and I just gotta hang on til the ride is smooth again.

Looks like a lot of families are already planning where and how to spend their holidays. It’s really good to plan ahead of time, so everything will be smooth and sound. Rushing often makes the experience less exciting and gives us more hassle. It also more often than not, makes us spend and go beyond our original planned budget for the trip.

Let’s say for example you and your family is planning to go on a miami vacation this Christmas, it would be best if you plan it now, and have all your bookings taken cared of. Even if you plan to go on a trip next year, it is better to have everything taken cared of now, because you will save more than half of the actual budget that you’re supposed to spend if buying or booking tickets and hotel reservation same day as your trip or while on your trip.