killing time
Posted by Oz - 09/06/08 at 05:06 amI may love to relax and be away from work, but one thing I hate is being completely idle, like thinking of nothing and doing nothing at all and just lying down like that, completely blank. One of the worst thing is doing nothing just to kill the time while you await some big event to just happen like that. I’m talking about just sitting here right now, waiting for all of them to finish fitting their clothes for my big brother Gervais’ wedding. The event will happen end of the coming week. I would be playing the role of best man and I don’t really feel like it. Strange as it may sound, but I’ve always dreamt to become a ring bearer even just for once in my life. My big brother Gervais was always the one who’s chosen to be the ring bearer when we were kids, because I was too shy then. I don’t want to be far away from my mom and I always hold on too tight to her skirt and hide. I don’t like being in a place where there’s too many people, most especially if you would catch their attention. As a kid, it made me freeze and I didn’t know what to do. So, as much as I wanted to be that little star in the weddings, I never got the chance because of being too shy. I guess there’s no way I’ll ever be ring bearer. I’m 25 years old now, and unless otherwise it’d be an all adult wedding, it’s only be then that I could grab a chance. LOL.
I wanna get of here, after this I’m off to helping Lex set up the office. I’m applying to become part time assistant while I’m on vacation. although, I’ve heard that Jian is helping Lexi out right now. Hmmm I can sense the passion building up. Wow! Good luck guys!
