on leaving - not and etc
Posted by Lex - 20/03/08 at 01:03 pmAs Oz and I have been blogging here for the past few weeks, finally the first part of the celebration days are over. Both my little brother Jay’s graduation and older sister Sandy’s birthday. Next on the line would be my grandma’s birthday. I was supposed to be scheduled to leave the same day for HK and who knows elsewhere. At first, everyone was really supportive about it, but then for some reason all of a sudden everyone is against it. It’s driving me crazy, but I guess they all found my weakness. and the outcome? I’m not going. I’m posting it here as a proof of a promise that I have made. One of the happiest people around me right now would be my little sister Shuei, I guess it’s because we’re pretty close. Shuei’s our youngest sibling and still an incoming high school sophomore student. If you guys got to go through some of my former posts, I talked about her about her fancy of living in New York. She was saying if I leave I should take her with me but she wants me to move out when she can already attend college. But I said I might end up somewhere in the pacific coast rather than in east coast. She said, well there are still fashion schools in california. Talking as if an adult, and really serious about the topic, she mentioned about fashion schools in los angeles in particular. I was quite amazed how my little sister is really serious about going to a fashion school in california and becoming a successful fashion designer. Well, I hope she’d make it. And me, I don’t know, come what may I guess. I’ll try to get by, I’m not really sure about what I want anymore. I’ll figure out soon I guess, for now it’s still a blur.
